My downstairs neighbor Cassandra Cassandra and I hit it off immediately when she first moved in. She was starting a new life in the midst of divorce that she wanted. She saw me as a part of her fun new life. I saw her as a potential friend who would want to immerse in the god world with me. She was a converted Jew. She invited me to her Torah class. But she wasn't into God or Torah or the class. She wanted to go out partying. She wanted to go out shopping. She didn't want to study the Bible. I went out with her twice and got sick both times. She wanted to celebrate our birthdays together at a fancy restaurant. She had money and I did not. I did not want to do that cuz I did not want to spend money on a fancy restaurant. She wanted to go shopping one day. I didn't want to go shopping because I was trying to work on my riding projects on my website and I also didn't want to spend money. I actually did not get her invitation to go shopping until several hours later after she went. Because I had my phone turned off so that I could focus on my work without distractions. Voice message said that she was going to run over to the furniture store in an hour and would I like to come along. By the time I heard this invitation, it was well after the fact. She invited me at 3:00 for a 4:00 departure and I got the message at 7:00 at night. I was still trying to accomplish something before bedtime and I didn't answer that or any other message. I got that day. And then it blew over. Repeat a couple of situations like that where she invited me. Scratch that. Part of my writing is to go to seminars that I record for my database. I pay $126 a year to the world of Paris council vibe for this privilege. One came up. That was the American ambassador to Israel coming to speak in Jacksonville. It was right after the Gaza attack on Israel. I went. I recorded. On the way back to my car in the parking lot, I passed. Cassandra and her other Jewish friend. She said, Amy. What are you doing here. I said I come to the's. I'm a member of the world of ferris council and I come to these to learn and to record the seminars or the talks. She said, why didn't you invite me? I looked at her not really knowing how to answer her. All the reason spun through my head like I just explained here but I didn't really know what she meant or was looking for. I said I come to these alone. And somehow the conversation changed. She was there with someone who lived in another near nearby neighborhood nearby to our condo. She had ridden with that woman. Someone from her synagogue I asked if she would like to hop in with me and come home with me since we lived directly in the same building. She said no. Thank you Benjamin. We were back at our condo again. We saw each other in our own parking lot