Simulate the child book, will you be my mother.
Go through iterations of trying to find a daughter after losing mine.
I have felt it creeping in as I anticipate meeting Josh's girlfriend and possibly my new daughter-in-law.
I felt it creeping in with Josie, who told me she needs a spiritual mentor. She was looking at me with puppy dog eyes. Hoping I would be that. My response? I need one too.
That's my failure as a mother to Chelsea. What Chelsea wanted in me I don't have.








